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#NowLearning

2012-01-17T17:34:00.002+11:00

how to say goodbye literally and welcome the new hello(s)

2012-01-10T12:23:00.000+11:00

2012-01-01T19:48:00.007+11:00

"May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself."

-Neil Gaiman

amen to that Mr. Gaiman :)

2011-12-31T10:45:00.004+11:00

Shall I write it in a letter

Shall I try to get it down
Oh, you fill my head with pieces
Of a song I can't get out

2011-12-24T02:09:00.002+11:00

if this wasnt the realest feeling i've ever had then i would just keep quiet and suck it up

2011-12-08T08:21:00.018+11:00

a recent news from me is i keep gaining followers on my other blog, which is my Tumblr, i started tumblring since 2010 and now it has 4634 followers *dougie dance* and i hope i can hit 10.000 followers hahaha. i reckon that the hit counter on this blog (blogspot) increases much as i posted a few of my Tumblr responds which answer follower's questions to my Twitter. i think many people misunderstand that my active blog is this blogspot, in fact it is not, though the tweets i posted come with the direct links to it. just a reminder that my regularly active blog is my Tumblr. so, i'll see you there (?) ;)

overall, have a great day everyone!

all the time

2011-12-02T18:45:00.003+11:00

what a dude

2011-10-31T09:03:00.003+11:00

because wittiness and spontaneous plus some jazz are simply heart-blowing

aloha to the past & a new path of life

2011-10-28T01:53:00.022+11:00

do you have that song that always successfully reminds you about a specific person(s) and/or particular moments regardless the situations youre having? i reckon everyone does have one. accidentally bumped into those.

just greeting to the past briefly

nawww, are you ready for the good news? :D

so i... wait for it... am... wait for it... graduated!! *yayyyyyerss* THANKS BIG TIME to my only saviour and the source of all good things, Jesus, who made me passed all of the subjects successfully. i even got Distinction for the financial/accounting hardest subject in my core units which i didnt expect before. i still cant believe that there will be no more studying afterwards. a new path set, a new God's plan is in progress, a new great chapter of life. oh hi, im so lookin forward to meet you! <3

high five low five middle five

2011-10-12T09:25:00.005+11:00

"so you dont have a boyfriend do you"

"have boyfriendsss but boyfriend"

"hahaha why"

"why should i"

[shrugging] "idk, girls love to be in relationship. well, most of the cases. or at least have that someone special"

"im not sure if i have any heart left to break"

"...." [deep breath] "i forget how falling in love does feel"

a friendly reminder

2011-09-22T09:22:00.036+10:00

im back! (even if no one cares. haha)

yeh ive abandoned and deactivated my own blog for a few months, yet hands were itchy to write and pour out the thoughts i keep. i dont wake up everyday to please others. besides, i am so constipated that i dont give a shit.

so, life is at its best lately. i feel muchhhhhhh alive. been long for this for years i think.
done with the appetizer, now lets bump into the main course.

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goals.
do you have ones? im personally not sure that i do. or even if i do, that must be so much that i cant realize which the priority is. so, these recent weeks i learnt that people have to be persistent & an opportunity-seeker while keep practising their potential talents to be better even more as they want to strive towards their goals. among these two weapons, i found its so hard for me to be persistent. at some points in my life i feel like giving up after all of the efforts. even luck doesnt reside on me. need to change my mind real soon though. challenges and trials do sharpen us and make us stronger indeed. i still learn to overcome, survive and aim for the best. yet still within a good manner. & set my standard in good-enough-is-not-enough way.

so in a few weeks ill be graduated as a bachelor of commerce majoring in professional accounting. *YAYERSSS! :D* time does fly so fast aye. again, this time, its not because of my marvel or efforts but God's indeed. 'God just loves you too much' is my fave reading of the day i found this morning.

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off to the desserts, shall we?

here, i found a beautiful video of baking a beet cake. the beetroot itself (excluding the other ingredients) is so good for health since it contains no fat, few calories & a great source of fibre. used as a treatment for cancer & helps prevent anemia. absolutely gonna try this after the final exams. wish me the best of luck & blessings for the finals folks! <3

sadly true

2011-09-14T14:20:00.000+10:00

JUST SO YOU KNOW

2011-08-27T00:02:00.050+10:00

if i dont apologize for saying what i feel, its me not sorry for being real.

cool story, bro.

2011-07-31T03:06:00.027+10:00

not stuck with you yet you still live in the memory, yes that how i was. however, the fact is literally shocking. regardless your status as the son of whosoever idgaf or any excuses for youre simply just a human being, its still non ethical for you still doing those shits on purpose. i wonder the person(s) whom youre afraid to find out, will do. may what so-called karma catch you soon, dear. and when it does, i will just sit back and see, laughing my ass off at you.

this is the day i will start all over my life that has been 'postponed'.
no more dwelling in the past at all. screw first love. i feel like vomiting knowing youre merely a high-skilled hypocrite. stop acting nice and spreading the words of God with shits all over hidden. dis·gus·ting. you lost my respect, dude.

and in the meantime, let us just get bounced with Calvin and Kellis, instead

a love that lasts

2011-07-06T16:02:00.023+10:00

a love that eases my pain away & never fails; whenever i am down, he cheers me up. and when im in joy, he brings me to next level.

discovered this love at my early age, when i was 14 and i think i'll love him to death, until my last breath. i just love jazz too much. i feel like im in heaven whenever he is around. ive never been in heaven, but i believe that it is the most breath-taking place God ever created; full of peace and joy, it knows no pain. just happy, effortlessly! all i wanna do is dance alllllllll the way, until i cant feel my legs anymore.

things i want to learn after i graduate this October as a Bachelor of Commerce—Professional Accounting /can i hear a YAY?/ are sewing /since i love fashion and design/ & play bass /since i love jazz too much/

a turning point

2011-07-04T13:57:00.037+10:00

this is not a music videoclip

"my english is bad, but my will is good"
—Beyonce's backing dancer from Africa

all i know is that B is an artist /slash/ actress in the world-wide music industry, just like another diva. yet the video tells me more.

cant find the words to describe precisely how awesome she is. i was never really into her before, but, seriously, she is the B O M B and teaches so many lessons just by the way she lives her life—or at least by the way the video shows. beyond a firm hard-worker and humble diva she is; one of the most powerful women i know.

"it was scaring but it empowered me, and i wasnt gonna let fear stop me."

"sometimes we dont reach for the stars, sometimes we are satisfied with what people tell us what we supposed to be satisfied with, and im just not going for it"

"and im making mistakes but im learning from them. im not afraid to make mistake. i embrace mistake. mistakes make you who you are. ive never been afraid to fall and now im being tested."

"i like that nervousness. i dont like it in the moment, but i know that it just means i want it. means that its challenging to me and im doing the right job: you cant be too comfortable, too confident."

"forget all of the record fails, forget all of try-to-compete, or try ill-do-it yourself, you should be doing just because you love it. and thats what i always want to have, and ill never wanna lose that"

"i learn how to draw outta the constant noise that is such a inseparable part of my life. i dont have to prove to anything to anyone. i only have to follow my heart & concentrate on what i want, to say to the world: i run the world"
—B

B, for being more than an inspiration for many, may you be the blessings & keep shining ❤

BACK ON POLYVORE

2011-05-15T16:37:00.017+10:00

click the thumbnails for the link ;)

#ftw

2011-05-11T22:49:00.009+10:00

as glad as people love it.

catched the grenade

2011-04-17T09:59:00.010+10:00

very robin thicke-esque

the first time i heard this song was at Bruno's concert in Sydney last thurs. bought a ticket few hours before the concert from a friend who cancelled due to her swollen eye — luckiness. yet had to skip my business law class and watched bruno instead — fair enough.

rate for the concert is 7 / 10 —— 6points go for his voice and 1point for the rest attributes which werent bad at all and quite entertaining. in other words, moderate level.

psst, he wore the same outfit from head to toe in every concert for these 3months, including Jkt, Phil, and Perth.

How I Met Your Mother (2005)

2011-02-19T20:13:00.023+11:00

hm.

what have i been doing these 6 years that i missed to watch this awfully funny and hillarious show? o-my-gah, so lame. btw i love this scene. taken from eps 12 season 1, where Marshall surprisingly could be serious and wise (sometimes).

Steward : all of these things make me realized. i miss being single, i miss staying out late, making messes, and not cleaning up the mop, i miss ... porn!

Marshall : dude, who doesnt

Steward : i assume when i see a super hot model chick out there.. why am i with Claudia? i could be with her!

Ted : HA-HA dude that is crazy

--awkward stares from Marshall and Steward--

Ted : uhm i mean..

Steward : no, no, the point is i wanna get married, i wanna settle down, but right now? that is just not who i am. im not a commitment guy, im a single guy

Ted : Steward, you dont have to be the one or the other. everybody feels this way sometimes. relationships aren't easy and need a hard work. its about compromize, grow together. though i bet you feel crap

Steward : how do you know? you arent even married

Ted : ok ask this guy. 9 years he's been with Lily, he's the pro, this guy knows relationships. tell 'em Marshall

Marshall : Steward... dont get married

Ted : DUDEEEE ?

Steward : what !?

Marshall : im sorry.. being a couple is hard and committing makes me sacrifice.. as it's hard. but if its the person, then its easy. looking at that girl and knowing shes really the one you've ever wanted, its the easiest thing in the world. and if its not like that, then she's not the one.

BRAVO MARSHALLLL hahahaha i gotta admit this; only a few number of men can ever think of this.. recently. what a world. anywayss, i highly recommend everyone to watch this TV show and enjoy your weekend, peepull ! ☺

play in loop

2011-02-08T06:02:00.004+11:00

Forrest Gump (1994)

2011-01-01T17:20:00.006+11:00

"Don't you just love new years?
You get to start all over.
Everybody gets a second chance"

pretty please!

2010-11-08T16:16:00.003+11:00

illumination

2010-10-22T21:43:00.010+11:00

One of my professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling,
“When you're in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.”

He was a delightful caricature of his position. He went on,
“Nothing means as much without that person.”

A guy in the class repeated, incredulous, half-laughing “so you're saying you cant enjoy, like, a vacation, without someone if you’re really in love with them?”

“Of course not,” the professor replied.
“Not completely. You recognize beauty, but beauty means less if they don’t witness it with you. Beauty is less. You see something sublime and your first thought is that they should be there with you. It’s not as good without them. They illuminate. They make everything more.”

tumblr says

2010-10-14T09:58:00.004+11:00

3 things you will never forget :
first love
first kiss
first broken heart

now i am wondering.
what if, only what if, it all comes to the same person?

they are wrong

2010-09-29T23:02:00.002+10:00

they say time heals anything. i dont have time.

he seriously is a hero

2010-05-09T09:29:00.012+10:00

felt bad for being so self-oriented about this life.

Budi Soehardi and family, you guys are real heroes and deserve appreciation more and more. May God bless youuu, you guys totally rock!

pretty line

2010-04-02T22:44:00.006+11:00

A woman's heart should be so close to God that a man should have to chase Him to find her.

-c.s lewis

my good good friend

2010-01-01T12:00:00.007+11:00

it is just the way we are

2010-01-01T11:55:00.001+11:00

We hold on to things the tightest, when we are forced to let them go—

We always want things a certain way, when we know can’t be so.

Dreams always last the longest, when they are furthest from our reach—

And the lessons we can learn the most from, are often the very ones we teach.

The grass is always the greenest, when it lies on the other side—

And the truths we preach to others are often those we can’t abide.

We spend our time trying to see things, when perspective is one thing we lack—

And we never appreciate what we’ve got, until we can’t get it back.

We expect the whole world to give us a break, and yet ironically we’ll find—

That when others come asking us the same, we tell them they’re out of their mind.

We tell everyone what’s wrong with this world, and we do nothing to make it right—

We complain about families falling apart, and yet do nothing to keep them tight.

We preach about loving our neighbors, and we teach children right from wrong—

But we never set good examples for them, when real chances come along.

We complain about not having enough time in our lives, to do what we must do—

Yet if we were given more hours in the day, we’d use up all that, too.

We desire to be close to all those we love, yet all to often look from afar—

And when it comes to the truth do we want to change, or remain forever as we are?

2009-11-08T12:49:00.003+11:00

d o p e !

2009-11-03T09:41:00.008+11:00

"Kalian pemuda, kalau kalian tidak punya keberanian, sama saja dengan ternak karena fungsi hidupnya hanya beternak diri"

— Pramoedya Ananta Toer

2009-10-27T17:51:00.003+11:00

feeling a little sketchy

2009-10-19T06:19:00.010+11:00

im a fan. i love these guys!

2009-09-08T07:38:00.001+10:00

daun terbang karena angin bertiup.
atau karena pohon tidak memintanya untuk tinggal.